Is there room for three?

You say you love me but yet you have no clue
I really can’t describe these feelings for you
I don’t want to do this don’t want people to hurt
The third and the fourth being just like the first
I really don’t mean to honest it’s not my intent
And from now on I think I will try and prevent
Doing it again you see its déjà vu
Only this time He is being replaced with you!

You say you love me but yet you have no clue
Ill never understand these feelings for you
Just like him I never want you to hurt
This is why you must be on constant alert
I’ve seen it happen I’ve seen his heart break
For nights on end I lay there awake
Thinking about when and if it will happen
Decide I can’t do it I must try and forget him?

You say you love me but yet you have no clue
You see as well as for him theirs feelings for you
But I think I’m afraid I love him too much
For now I have no choice but to desperately clutch
To every feeling until I’m emotionally free
You see I love him and he loves me.
I’m really not sure if there’s room for three
I think I should minus two which just leaves me!

A dearest friend?

A dearest friend within my bed, cleanly made with sheets so dirty.

The kindest words within my head, but are they real? can i take them literally?

A dearest friend within my bed, cleanly made with sheets so dirty.

A players skill best on the field, after taken astray is he so different?

A dearest friend within my bed, cleanly made with sheets so dirty.

I am so confused my thoughts mixed up, am i naeve or is this serious?

A dearest friend? within my bed? cleanly made with sheets so dirty!

Just me

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been tryin to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by impostors everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
I'm the only one who's noticed
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me!

ok so for so long i've felt like i have to change to "fit in" and to make everyone happy but now i think im slowly starting to learn that it's just not possible, infact that its quite impossible to keep everyone happy all of the time unless you are an utter sheep and well that really isn't me. as most people will know the lyrics above are from Gavin Degraw's song: i don't want to be. i stumbled across this song when i decided to download and watch all the one tree hill episodes from series one. after just a few episodes i actually listened to the lyrics and it really made me think. why ? why am i changing for other people? why do i want to change at all? The fact is i really don't need to, i got this far in life being me and yeah i know i may of made quite a few mistakes along the way but thats living right. if people don't like me for who i am then im sure i can find better who do. the people i have in my life who have always been there have stayed cause i am who i am and if i change for new people that don't really matter i could risk loosing them. so, why bother?
I am me and thats all im ever gunna be
im not perfect... far from
but imperfections are what make people beautiful
:)