Is there room for three?

You say you love me but yet you have no clue
I really can’t describe these feelings for you
I don’t want to do this don’t want people to hurt
The third and the fourth being just like the first
I really don’t mean to honest it’s not my intent
And from now on I think I will try and prevent
Doing it again you see its déjà vu
Only this time He is being replaced with you!

You say you love me but yet you have no clue
Ill never understand these feelings for you
Just like him I never want you to hurt
This is why you must be on constant alert
I’ve seen it happen I’ve seen his heart break
For nights on end I lay there awake
Thinking about when and if it will happen
Decide I can’t do it I must try and forget him?

You say you love me but yet you have no clue
You see as well as for him theirs feelings for you
But I think I’m afraid I love him too much
For now I have no choice but to desperately clutch
To every feeling until I’m emotionally free
You see I love him and he loves me.
I’m really not sure if there’s room for three
I think I should minus two which just leaves me!

A dearest friend?

A dearest friend within my bed, cleanly made with sheets so dirty.

The kindest words within my head, but are they real? can i take them literally?

A dearest friend within my bed, cleanly made with sheets so dirty.

A players skill best on the field, after taken astray is he so different?

A dearest friend within my bed, cleanly made with sheets so dirty.

I am so confused my thoughts mixed up, am i naeve or is this serious?

A dearest friend? within my bed? cleanly made with sheets so dirty!

Just me

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been tryin to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by impostors everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
I'm the only one who's noticed
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me!

ok so for so long i've felt like i have to change to "fit in" and to make everyone happy but now i think im slowly starting to learn that it's just not possible, infact that its quite impossible to keep everyone happy all of the time unless you are an utter sheep and well that really isn't me. as most people will know the lyrics above are from Gavin Degraw's song: i don't want to be. i stumbled across this song when i decided to download and watch all the one tree hill episodes from series one. after just a few episodes i actually listened to the lyrics and it really made me think. why ? why am i changing for other people? why do i want to change at all? The fact is i really don't need to, i got this far in life being me and yeah i know i may of made quite a few mistakes along the way but thats living right. if people don't like me for who i am then im sure i can find better who do. the people i have in my life who have always been there have stayed cause i am who i am and if i change for new people that don't really matter i could risk loosing them. so, why bother?
I am me and thats all im ever gunna be
im not perfect... far from
but imperfections are what make people beautiful
:)

Best Friends Perspective

Well, One persons perspective,
is very different from anothers
while one friend will remain protective
another will leave for there lover!

He misses her when hes away,
but they know everything will be
when he comes back for the day
they are the same as always you'll see.

while term time seperates
she stays with her friends
most of them he hates
but despite this fact he makes amends

time spent at the lake
walks in the park
its a good job he likes sponge cake
and dancing in the dark!!!

By The Best Male Friend :D

Dream

I lay awake, eyes closed it's you i see,
cold at night i wish for you to craddle me.
Sometimes i feel the pain is just too much to bare,
but then i smile and remember to dream,
your always there !

Always the chocolate cake never the sponge!

Always the chocolate cake never the sponge!
But what if this chocolate cake wants to be a sponge?
What if she cannot handle the icing thats placed upon her?
She’s so sweet but things soon turn sickly.
You confuse me!
I had it all planned out in my head,
Until you came along and made me think about what you said,
And now I can’t decide.
My decision is split,
And now I’m not entirely sure about where I can fit.
In this world all to familiarly full of pain,
I’m sick of playing this stupid game.
The stakes are too high; I cannot take it any more,
I’m fed up of being called a tease and a whore.
So now can you see?
This just isn’t me!
I am a sponge so everyone …
PLEASE LET ME BE!

Far

Every time I think you’re feeling down

Every time I sense you frown

A beat will miss, deep in my heart,

When I think of us so far apart.

Every time I think of you so far away

I look forward to that special day

Your eyes on me, your hand in mine,

they're we'll stay, we'll waste no time.